My whole life I have had these strange urges to seek out items that are dangerous to me. I'm not sadistic and I don't have RAD. I promise. Just an intense strange fascination.
Lightning is one of those things that I am in love with. It is so beautiful but at the same time it could kill me. Sometimes I have the desire to touch it. Like right now I am resisting the urge to go climb the mountain and touch lightning. Who in their right mind wants to touch lightning? This girl! If you haven't learned by now that I am most certainly not in my right mind then you haven't been around me much.
More things I am fascinated with:
- Siberian Tigers (I have research them extensively. I want one as a pet.)
- Dating boys from "the wrong side of the tracks" (seriously, almost every boy I have ever dated...)
- Fire (again with the wanting to touch it thing... maybe because it is shiny?)
- Mosquitoes (they are the most deadly creature on earth)
- Garbage disposals
- Bees and spiders
I'm weird. I know. I don't have a fascination with blood and death itself but the items that can cause death.
Maybe it comes from the fact that I was born on Friday the 13th... of October...
